So much stress, ragged
overwhelming my seasons
when will I see spring
I'm so busy, and I honestly don't know when I will be able to come up for air. I need time alone, and time without obligation. Every day there's another test to study for, another internship to apply for, another friend I have to cancel plans with. Although, I had a realllly fun time last night, but I can't tell you why unless you ask me in person. Let's say it was a new experience.
Even music has become blah for me. Everything's gray right now. It's such an odd juxtaposition, though, my happiness and stress squished up against each other. I love being stressed, but I hate not having time to myself. Doing homework alone in my room for eight hours does not count.
I just pray all my hard work is worth it. Clothing, obviously, has been put on the backburner, considering I'm not making enough money to spend like I used to--and, even worse, there's no way I can devote more time to working for money when all my time is spent on school.
And this was fashion week!
No matter. I just injected a slew of new French electronica into my iTunes library, of which I'll be writing about soon. When I get a breath.